74th : real final - JDT.

hi.

it's been three weeks i'm paying back the government with my energy, knowledge and ability. :D

got posted. Johor. Pasir Gudang. Masai.

currently teaching; English - Year 2. Maths - Year 1. Science - Year 1. Music - Year 3.

of all the subjects, the most critical subject for me is music. why? coz i never learnt music.

for Maths and Science, at least i just blind in term of the pedagogy to teach the subjects. while for music, i really know nothing. yeah. people suggested me to use songs which we listen on radio, on tv, on youtube, the thing is, as a trained-novice-teacher, i know that i must be adhere to the curriculum provided by the government. only after that, i can adapt and adopt my teaching resources. T_T that's it.

i would like to express my gratitude by acknowledging some important individuals who have helped me through posting journey.

the commissioner of oath, Puan Aishah bt Abdullah, Magistrate of KB.

the doctor who has verified my health, Dr. Wan Nur Aimi Wan Mohd Zamri, Medical Officer in KB.

the mister of e-vetting who verified my cert, Mr. Mohd Ridzuan bin Sith.

my father.

my mother.

my classmates. Pioneer of TESLians of IPG KTB.

published on 16th June 2015.

73rd : some important dates during my final year.

23rd June 2014

FINAL SEM of FINAL YEAR begins.

July - August 2014

Internship (ENDED not beautifully)

September

Seminar: AR report presentation. (ENDED blissfully)

AR write-up. (submitted arrogantly. ha!)

October

29th - unexpectedly had interview with SPP! (DONE feverishly)

November

- Final exam! (10th, 13th & 17th)

- homecoming! back-for-good-for-a-while

72nd : this won't be the ending.

ah.

well.

i planned to post an ending post for this blog before 2014 ends.

well. i failed to be consistent in accomplishing my plans.

therefore,

i will be updating this blog til.... when?

til i've got a place in school.

alhamdulillah.

i've passed my SPP interview.

alhamdulillah.

the exam result of the final sem is out. what's the good about the result, alhamdulillah.
i aimed to get the flat for the 8th sem, and i didn't get the flat, yet it's the highest pointer in the eight semesters i've gone through. alhamdulillah. nevertheless, i'm afraid if this result is a test for me. T_T
yes, my CGPA is not that high, though. ^_^

therefore, now, am kinda waiting to be posted for teaching.

maybe, my final post in this blog will be entitled with the state i'd be posted. haha.

ok. till then.

71st : just another baby step!

i went to the unit today to see my supervisor.

i was about leaving the room, a lecturer who observed me in sem 6 voiced out,

"sufiyyah, why are you wearing different colours??"

hahaha! only at that moment, i realised that and i felt embarrassed. hahaha!!

RED scarf.
FLUORESCENT GREEN t-shirt.
KHAKI trousers.
YELLOW-PINK-BLUE stripes socks.
BLUE canvas shoes.
YELLOW bag.

well.

madam, thanks for your concern. i'm touched. :')

at the same time, the Head of Language Department was there. oh. he remembered my name! my nickname! haha! yes, i am so happy!! :D so happy that i can't stop smiling and grinning and laughing remembering what had happened! OMG. haha.

kay.

still need to edit my report for the final time. aaaaaa!

yosh!

70th : death.

THERE’S been a death in the opposite house
As lately as to-day.
I know it by the numb look
Such houses have alway.
The neighbors rustle in and out,	5
The doctor drives away.
A window opens like a pod,
Abrupt, mechanically;
Somebody flings a mattress out,—
The children hurry by;	10
They wonder if It died on that,—
I used to when a boy.
The minister goes stiffly in
As if the house were his,
And he owned all the mourners now,	15
And little boys besides;
And then the milliner, and the man
Of the appalling trade,
To take the measure of the house.
There ’ll be that dark parade	20
Of tassels and of coaches soon;
It ’s easy as a sign,—
The intuition of the news
In just a country town.

by: Emily Dickinson.

p/s: need to learn to react with condolence towards this kind of news. 

am i cruel to give respond like i am feelingless? 

69th : near.

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

am very near to the end of my final semester of my final year of my study. ^_^

praise be to Allah.

i was like not as busy as my friends who were in-charge in the organizing committee for the seminar.

i was like as slow as a snail in improving my write-up of my report.

i was like not confident like i did not do anything for my research.

yet, i was grateful for all kind-hearted and helpful people, especially lecturers around me. ^_^

coming back to the campus after the mid-sem break, i brought a blazer with me. i borrowed it from my mother. then, today, i brought it to the class. finally, during the presentation, i didn't wear it. i was not confident. ^_^"

reflecting on weeks before the mid-sem break, there were six Saturdays; my classmates and i didn't have our real Saturday. why? because of the A.R.

hi! i was the last presenter of my class.

while other friends from other classes were attending the closing ceremony for our action research seminar at 4.30 p.m., i was just beginning my presentation. ^_^ 

after the seminar ended, my friends and i went to Perda City Mall!!

we found....

tamiya 4WD. car. race. interesting!

there'll be a tournament at Perda City Mall. on this coming Saturday. (i'm interested to go and look around. to observe. hm...)

yeah. i enjoy knowing new things. thanks to my friends for accompanying me to ask to those misters to demonstrate the tamiya car on the circuit. :D

i want to know more about this activity. yes. really.

my friends and i were aware that this tamiya car were the car models used in schools for Kemahiran Hidup subject.

if this kind of activity can benefit the students, why not i encourage my students in the future who has interest in this kind of activity or have skills related to this tamiya thingy to join this movement? isn't it? ^_^

thus, that's it.

tomorrow, am gonna listen to integrity speech. hmm...

68th : stupidity.

stupidity; when you asked someone who cannot decide but yell to you after decision made

stupidity; when you do things right and nobody's there to support you

stupidity; when you do listen to everyone, yet nobody ever listens to you

stupidity; when you sacrifice  your priceless time with nothing benefits you physically

stupidity; to get tired by silly negative thoughts of moron fella

stupidity; to be fear of others' devillish wits

stupidity; to care for somebody and you're dying unconsciously

stupidity; to rawr silently to things you have the right to roar!

genius; to be ignorant forever and stagnant of own's negative satanic side of own's self.