24th : the conflicts between mind and heart.

23rd : escapism wasn't accomplished.

"Boleh jika kamu sgt dperlukan di padang. Next time jgn buat mcm ni lg."
8-Mar-2012
05:38:21

"Jutaan terima kasih diucapkan atas kerjasama menjayakan KOT khususnya persiapan rumah dinamik. tahniah dapat menang juga hamper utk merentas desa. gandakan usaha,kuatkan semangat. semoga menang lebih banyak tahun hadapan. sebarkan. -Syahir Redha, timb.pengerusi dinamik"
8-Mar-2012
14:14:03

i have to enlarge my soul and heart since they're not that large for me; that i still can't talk (even look to look at you) to you certain people.

i want to forget my KOT experience for this year. adios.

22nd : serene escape.

when things went wrong
the heart quickly decided
for escapism

when things seemed okay
the soul gently smile
for the serenity

21st : cleanup.

go go around
walking in the air
flying in the sea
swimming on the earth

turn turn around
look at the scent of roses
listen to the beauty of honey
taste the humming bees

@DAB 1530hrs
18042011 Monday
with companion of Iwa & Farah! ^.^

20th : doubtful?

hm. sports day is coming.

issue: muslimah can't participate in games like run 100m, 4 x 100m...

i was quite.. hm... i think, just run. ha. ha. since i had participated once in my second semester and even about an hour ago. walaweh.

after give a few minutes thought, still, ikhtilat. just separate between the two genders. and i too think, those who're in the management thingy can do it if we really wanna do it.

yada. previously, in the past, during our school years, for those who're in the; we-call-it-Islamic-school, had great time on sports day. participated in many matches and all that we tell others as sweet memories... ok. i've lost my words. *istighfar*

and i too felt discrimination... if we really wanna defend a group of people, make it fair. if we use title 'muslim', then that would be the best way, it's a whole! heh. ok. self, do i make this entry because of the unsatisfied me? *istighfar*

some people too say, look at the world, there's a record a muslimah won the what... running match (oh my.. vocabulary!!!)... and it's international... so?

to wear uniform with trousers... with our tudung put it the shirt... how? hu.

still, reminding me of khilafah.

i too, asking myself, am i too liberate or what?

i still believe, we can make a change if we really want and unite. firm. and of course, need support.

am i too ambitious?

oh. this system...

by,
me who's wondering, pondering and thinking...

(2:131) Behold! his Lord said to him: "Bow (thy will to Me):" He said: "I bow (my will) to the Lord and Cherisher of the Universe."

(2:208) O ye who believe! Enter into Islam whole-heartedly; and follow not the footsteps of the evil one; for he is to you an avowed enemy.

[Al-Baqarah]

19th : momentos.

the 16th entry is still in the draft mode. hu. i can't promise to u blog, when i'm gonna really sit and update you and post the 16th draft. :)

here's some pictures... from last year, last nite and few days ago.

18th : my haiku.