in the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. (drafted)
i decided that i will change because i wanna change and it is because i found that parts in me just not parallel with what i read in the Qur'an and what i read from hadith and other various reliable sources and just not in line with what i listened attentively at Twins of Faith 2011 (Malaysia) and Himpunan 1000 Jiwa 1 Hati at Masjid Negara and Taman Tasik Perdana. the last remarkable point in 2011, i've ikrar with others at the hall in the TV Al-Hijrah building and to myself witnessed by Allah.
thus, i must be strong! to go against my very own self.
O thou wrapped up (in the mantle)! Arise and deliver thy warning! And thy Lord do thou magnify! And thy garments keep free from stain! And all abomination shun! Nor expect, in giving, any increase (for thyself)! But, for thy Lord's (Cause), be patient and constant! Finally, when the Trumpet is sounded, That will be- that Day - a Day of Distress,- Far from easy for those without Faith.