practicum matters. i have other things to do regarding practicum. the portfolio. yada. it's already third week i'd finished practicum.
for the first time, i felt very bad of ending the practicum.
even though this third practicum, i received more gifts from the pupils, i don't feel right.
the principal was emphasizing on our contributions to school in the three months we're there.
i feel worse when i couldn't find one contribution that is significant to the school.
it became worst when i found a comment by a teacher in the school on one senior's post on Facebook about no trainees better than them or could beat them so far.
yeah. i ain't looking for people's appreciation, but.. i can't help myself from feeling this bad.
this despair. dismay. demotivated.
i'm like lost.
next semester, am going to that same school again.
i feel... dumb.
i need guidance.
yes, ain't independent.
yes. i know, i need to search the information.
i pray that i'll be given the strength to do my best in the next semester and in the coming exam.
i need time to be alone.
duh.
the A.R. proposal.
hm. i just feel sorry to my supervisor because he got me as his supervisee. T_T
ah.
stop thinking in a weak heart's view.
stay strong.
and be happy.
^_^
this year gonna end.
just live it because am gonna leave it.
hah-ha.
and am gonna leave this blog too. that's the meaning.
oh. looking forward the briefing for e-posting. :D
ha-ha. that's another think to be thought seriously.
-_-"
so serious seriously!
fullstop!
