practicum matters. i have other things to do regarding practicum. the portfolio. yada. it's already third week i'd finished practicum.
for the first time, i felt very bad of ending the practicum.
even though this third practicum, i received more gifts from the pupils, i don't feel right.
the principal was emphasizing on our contributions to school in the three months we're there.
i feel worse when i couldn't find one contribution that is significant to the school.
it became worst when i found a comment by a teacher in the school on one senior's post on Facebook about no trainees better than them or could beat them so far.
yeah. i ain't looking for people's appreciation, but.. i can't help myself from feeling this bad.
this despair. dismay. demotivated.
i'm like lost.
next semester, am going to that same school again.
i feel... dumb.
i need guidance.
yes, ain't independent.
yes. i know, i need to search the information.
i pray that i'll be given the strength to do my best in the next semester and in the coming exam.
i need time to be alone.
the A.R. proposal.
hm. i just feel sorry to my supervisor because he got me as his supervisee. T_T
stop thinking in a weak heart's view.
and be happy.
this year gonna end.
just live it because am gonna leave it.
and am gonna leave this blog too. that's the meaning.
oh. looking forward the briefing for e-posting. :D
ha-ha. that's another think to be thought seriously.
so serious seriously!