there's KAPEL 2.0 going on. in this campus. am attending one event tonite. insya Allah. =D
finishing one assignment. and gladly to write here, alhamdulillah, i've finished my part! ^_^
even though i'm done, i feel uncomfortable. not satisfied with my works. ~_~ that leceh me inside. i wish i can go to a library with relevant reference. i wish. i wish. and i keep wishing!
nervy to go to school next week.
and my A.R progress is very slow.
i need to read more.
i do want to read.
stress.
practicum.
mister, please don't put your expectations too high. i'm afraid that i will fall and hurt badly because of my failure to achieve your expectations. T_T i don't wanna be in that excruciating pain of dissapointment. no. :'[
the minor subject that i like the most; i'm afraid now. am scared to teach that subject. ~_~
final year.
seemed that i haven't prepared that much.
this fourth week, that fragile me returned. T_T
allahu yusahhil everyone! ^_^
let's go to school. hm.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Monday, December 23, 2013
64th : 23 x 2.
23 x 2 = 46. change 6 to be in front of 4. it is 64. heh. this my karut-marut. it's just today is dec 23rd.
the last paper was TSL3112.
ahah. i wasn't confident about that paper. was i confident for the previous papers? SoQ.
what was the questions about? ar... i.. have.. forgotten. :P so sorry that i'm human who forgets.
the result is already out.
praise be to Allah is all i can say.
yet, yada. so far, i haven't seen remarks from the anyone from this cohort one of PISMP (TESL) saying that it's easy as ABC to score in this course. heh. from the juniors? there are a lot. they even scored the flat! amazing huh? other courses also. bla3. stop whining. hee.
so, the hols is near the end.
A.R. -_____________________-
all the best!
final year!!
wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah wassalamu'alaikum warohmatullai wabarokatuh.
the last paper was TSL3112.
ahah. i wasn't confident about that paper. was i confident for the previous papers? SoQ.
what was the questions about? ar... i.. have.. forgotten. :P so sorry that i'm human who forgets.
the result is already out.
praise be to Allah is all i can say.
yet, yada. so far, i haven't seen remarks from the anyone from this cohort one of PISMP (TESL) saying that it's easy as ABC to score in this course. heh. from the juniors? there are a lot. they even scored the flat! amazing huh? other courses also. bla3. stop whining. hee.
so, the hols is near the end.
A.R. -_____________________-
all the best!
final year!!
wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah wassalamu'alaikum warohmatullai wabarokatuh.
Friday, November 8, 2013
63rd : another paper to leave.
how are you? ...
okeyh. exam has begun. and desperately wanna go home!
TSL 3111
what to say? my assignment marks is very unsatisfying. well. i deserved the marks, though. but, in order to set my pointer target, that is one factor that makes my motivation to decrease and makes my spirit to give up. but, my heart told me to do my very best! ^_^ and my brain too told me that i have time! it's time. ah-ha. thus, alhamdulillah. i ain't really worrying.
about the course, it has only 6 topics. i thought, it's only me that thought the topics were too little? no. my friends thought that way too. 6 topics and the content of the topics are like... repetitious? not to say the paper was going to be easy, but we were afraid if the questions would be like outside of our mind like writing paper in the previous sem. it was like... hmmmm.... too difficult. the difficulty is because of the subjectivity of the questions. :) that's what i think.
in addition, we, as the pioneer of the course have no certain reference. for other courses, they might ask for past year questions, at least, they could imagine the questions pattern like. we (us)? hee... well. mother told me that would make you in a real tawakkal, insya Allah. :) thus, no worries. :)
the questions were on types of materials, factors and principles of selection and adaptation and evaluation of materials... to what extent ESL materials help teachers in their teaching? then, how to exploit the given materials to teach other language skills? advice to be given to this teacher who wants to produce a big book using raw materials. language skills to be implemented for the particular materials. okay.
RBT 3120
i was thinking to exchange notes with friends in other campus. but, i realized that for elective paper, it's set-up at the campus level. hmm.... so, we just really went into the lecture notes that we have. haha. for me, honestly, i enjoyed revising RBT courses. this is because it is factual and like adding knowledge and sometimes it's something near us in our daily life, but in the course it has the specific terminology used. for example in teknologi rumah tangga (home science technology), about the french seam, the belahan everything. hahaha. they're on the attire we wear everyday! ^_^
okay. another 5 days! ^_^
okeyh. exam has begun. and desperately wanna go home!
TSL 3111
what to say? my assignment marks is very unsatisfying. well. i deserved the marks, though. but, in order to set my pointer target, that is one factor that makes my motivation to decrease and makes my spirit to give up. but, my heart told me to do my very best! ^_^ and my brain too told me that i have time! it's time. ah-ha. thus, alhamdulillah. i ain't really worrying.
about the course, it has only 6 topics. i thought, it's only me that thought the topics were too little? no. my friends thought that way too. 6 topics and the content of the topics are like... repetitious? not to say the paper was going to be easy, but we were afraid if the questions would be like outside of our mind like writing paper in the previous sem. it was like... hmmmm.... too difficult. the difficulty is because of the subjectivity of the questions. :) that's what i think.
in addition, we, as the pioneer of the course have no certain reference. for other courses, they might ask for past year questions, at least, they could imagine the questions pattern like. we (us)? hee... well. mother told me that would make you in a real tawakkal, insya Allah. :) thus, no worries. :)
the questions were on types of materials, factors and principles of selection and adaptation and evaluation of materials... to what extent ESL materials help teachers in their teaching? then, how to exploit the given materials to teach other language skills? advice to be given to this teacher who wants to produce a big book using raw materials. language skills to be implemented for the particular materials. okay.
RBT 3120
i was thinking to exchange notes with friends in other campus. but, i realized that for elective paper, it's set-up at the campus level. hmm.... so, we just really went into the lecture notes that we have. haha. for me, honestly, i enjoyed revising RBT courses. this is because it is factual and like adding knowledge and sometimes it's something near us in our daily life, but in the course it has the specific terminology used. for example in teknologi rumah tangga (home science technology), about the french seam, the belahan everything. hahaha. they're on the attire we wear everyday! ^_^
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| going to buy some fish! |
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| bought fish. ehm... the blacky fish died after about 24 hours or less... hee. |
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| the white sand should be washed thoroughly and meticulously... others' aquariums have more accessories, to be frank. -_- |
okay. another 5 days! ^_^
Monday, November 4, 2013
Sunday, October 13, 2013
61st : photos of RBT 3120.
RBT 3120.
consists of three components.
agriculture. fishhhhh. home science technology.
i haven't really posted an entry of the course. ...
here is the post.
consists of three components.
agriculture. fishhhhh. home science technology.
i haven't really posted an entry of the course. ...
here is the post.
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| this is kailan. i forgot what it is called in English. of course the kailan had been harvested during our practicum. |
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| this one is brinjal plant. hm. it's now grown up. about a month ago, this plant hadn't produce fruits yet. by now, i don't know. maybe someone had harvested them too. hee. i wish i can visit the plants. |
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| grown up kailans. |
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| the roots. yeah. hydroponic. organic. haha. |
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| cleaning the aquarium... |
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| clear. next to be done was to buy some fish. next entry. |
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| finally!! i know how to use this!! ^_^ |
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| ^_^ |
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| silang pangkah. |
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| beads. haha. not my work. someone's. heee. yeah. it's my assignment, though. :P only this part i couldn't help myself to do. others, authentically my touch!!! |
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
60th : i'm alive!
yes.
alhamdulillah am alive.
am alive.
practicum. phase 2. done. successfully? no. gracefully? i don't think so.
the portfolio. it's been two weeks. i haven't updated the weekly reflective journal. the pernyataan profesional. the journal is not updated for the eighth week. professional statement? everything. am dead if my lecturers are reading this.
laugh.
i laugh.
when i can't tell you my thoughts. my feelings. my instinct.
i laugh.
when i can't answer your inquiries.
i can't answer because the blame is on me.
my answers will turn out to be excuses.
thus, it's better to say nothing. nothing.
i laugh.
when i feel tickled.
yeah. funny; in my point of view.
i laugh.
to... hide myself?
ha-ha.
practicum.
if after the first practicum finished i felt disappointed for my grade.
for this second phase, i knew that i deserved the grade.
i realised that even before the lecturer tells me.
that ego in me; i hate to hear negative comments about me from others when i am aware of the bad me.
that awkward me; i don't know or i can't respond to praises... to positive comments from others about me. yeah.
both ego and awkward me are negative.
i am labelled as 'sombong'. ahah. i am labelled as 'kera sumbang'.
at the school. i write these statements based on the feedback i received from the collaborating teacher.
'sombong'... proud. i used to that kind of label in secondary school. commented by the boys. ... that is just okay, for me, for that context. but, for this practicum context, it's just... kind of wrong to be happened?
'kera sumbang'. i never received this comment before the second phase practicum. ha-ha.
yada. am learning to be 'kera sumbang'. thus, i've succeed? ha-ha.
and yes.
i am not frustrated over my practicum result.
i don't know how should i arrange my words to construct one clear sentence to describe.
i am sad, but frustrated.
pointer. another issue. 3.85. am too far to chase that.
and for this sem, i am quite... hurnm. demotivated.
factors?
everything.
system.
people.
myself.
am enjoying myself.
to finish the ELS report. yada. am the secretary. maybe i can apply that pose after graduation. kah3. two years experience of being a secretary. that should suffice the requirement of new recruits in getting a job, isn't it? NO? ah.
to play netball in the evening. ha-ha.
to finish sewing a night-blouse for RBT3120. coursework. not for fun.
to slowly slow complete my practicum portfolio. :P
to not have negative thoughts about others. i have had enough.
to help others maintain relationship from being broken. silaturrahim. ukhuwah? no? i mean it when i say i care about you. i love you. yes. the word love from me is not exclusive for certain people that i call as my clan or gang. islam teaches us about love. why should it be exclusive like branded products in malls? yet, it's not that cheap that you can get it anywhere easily. it's just affordable. to make it affordable, it depends on the terms and conditions described in the Qur'an and sunnah. yeah. i don't wanna elaborate more. :P
alhamdulillah am alive.
am alive.
practicum. phase 2. done. successfully? no. gracefully? i don't think so.
the portfolio. it's been two weeks. i haven't updated the weekly reflective journal. the pernyataan profesional. the journal is not updated for the eighth week. professional statement? everything. am dead if my lecturers are reading this.
laugh.
i laugh.
when i can't tell you my thoughts. my feelings. my instinct.
i laugh.
when i can't answer your inquiries.
i can't answer because the blame is on me.
my answers will turn out to be excuses.
thus, it's better to say nothing. nothing.
i laugh.
when i feel tickled.
yeah. funny; in my point of view.
i laugh.
to... hide myself?
ha-ha.
practicum.
if after the first practicum finished i felt disappointed for my grade.
for this second phase, i knew that i deserved the grade.
i realised that even before the lecturer tells me.
that ego in me; i hate to hear negative comments about me from others when i am aware of the bad me.
that awkward me; i don't know or i can't respond to praises... to positive comments from others about me. yeah.
both ego and awkward me are negative.
i am labelled as 'sombong'. ahah. i am labelled as 'kera sumbang'.
at the school. i write these statements based on the feedback i received from the collaborating teacher.
'sombong'... proud. i used to that kind of label in secondary school. commented by the boys. ... that is just okay, for me, for that context. but, for this practicum context, it's just... kind of wrong to be happened?
'kera sumbang'. i never received this comment before the second phase practicum. ha-ha.
yada. am learning to be 'kera sumbang'. thus, i've succeed? ha-ha.
and yes.
i am not frustrated over my practicum result.
i don't know how should i arrange my words to construct one clear sentence to describe.
i am sad, but frustrated.
pointer. another issue. 3.85. am too far to chase that.
and for this sem, i am quite... hurnm. demotivated.
factors?
everything.
system.
people.
myself.
am enjoying myself.
to finish the ELS report. yada. am the secretary. maybe i can apply that pose after graduation. kah3. two years experience of being a secretary. that should suffice the requirement of new recruits in getting a job, isn't it? NO? ah.
to play netball in the evening. ha-ha.
to finish sewing a night-blouse for RBT3120. coursework. not for fun.
to slowly slow complete my practicum portfolio. :P
to not have negative thoughts about others. i have had enough.
to help others maintain relationship from being broken. silaturrahim. ukhuwah? no? i mean it when i say i care about you. i love you. yes. the word love from me is not exclusive for certain people that i call as my clan or gang. islam teaches us about love. why should it be exclusive like branded products in malls? yet, it's not that cheap that you can get it anywhere easily. it's just affordable. to make it affordable, it depends on the terms and conditions described in the Qur'an and sunnah. yeah. i don't wanna elaborate more. :P
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| one of enjoyable moments in this semester. RBT 3120 |
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| one of enjoyable weekends in this semester. |
Friday, September 13, 2013
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